I don't stop thinking about our conversations we used to have during my dark days in 2017ish, it was so selfish of me to mope when you had fucking terminal brain cancer. I want to live on in your honour and make you proud. I want to tell you so badly that you were right. I want to thank you. You told me everything would be ok and it would all work out. I have 2 children now and I sit with my son at bed time and we talk about you sometimes. tonight is one of those nights. I miss you Martin. Thank you so much for keeping my chin up for me whilst keeping your own up.

Sending all my love to meg, gabs and sue ❤️❤️